2712-
went to Chinatown Point with my tuition tcher&other peeps (:
it was a tuition 'outing' i think.
ahahahahs.
Uncle Vincent(tcher's hubby) brought us to his friend's magic shop call Magic Supreme (:
the shop was cool :D
Uncle Steven(magician) showed us alot of tricks which made me O.O
ahahahahahas

then i bought something nice frm the shop &went to meet Baby after that.
actually intend to go out,
but, Baby's tired frm the bball training.
so, sad lor ):

then she accompanied me to wait for the bus.
but the bus was very long,
so she went home first ):
which left me alone at the bus stop..
then a kid came down and sat bside me.
then other 2kids came down &looked at him.
i think they were his brothers bah.
then the mom came down,
held onto the kid &asked him to go.
then he stood up,
walked a few steps,
and vomitted =____=
..............
WTH! =__=VVV
then i almost vomitted too.
cause i kinda witnessed that scene =_________=
Laughs.

headed to Sincheong's hse after that (:
it's been long since i went up to his hse.
then slacked there awhile and Weesong came! :D
then he asked Sincheong to cook Maggi de Mee Goreng for us cause we're hungry.
Lol.
then the nice Sincheong helped us cook 3packets :DD
ahahahas.

slacked awhile after eating.
then they had to go meet up with their Gossip Grp le.
so i headed home first.

slept for 2hrs at home &Baby slept for 7hrs already! =___=
Laughs :D
such a pig :X
oh yeah,
me&sis didnt quarrel anymore (:
GREATTTTTTT!
was happy la.
cause we kinda treat each other well after big sis talked to us (:
Thanks sis! :D
i really do hope we all wont quarrel anymore :D

2812-
went to godparent's hse after work (:
watched Cadaver or whatever de horror movie there =_=
it was nice in the starting.
but i dont get what happened at the ending =_=
very complicated.
ahahahas.

2912-
went to tuition after work today.
some things happened &i dont wish to say (:
ahahahas.
&i found out something!
i dont get drunk when i drink Tiger Beer =___=
that means my dad's Tiger Beer had gone wasted.
ahahahas.
who cares? :D

&&&!
im now addicted to Janice's Goodbye :D
all bcause of Yeefei who introduced this song to me =__=
but it's really nice! :D
wahahaha.

kay la.
gtg!
tata~ xDDD

im back againnnnn! ((:
came back to post today cause i already promise baby :/
ahahahahas.

1912-
went to c.o today (:
late for 25mins~
ahahahahas.
Hsinghui already reached le.
then Yeefei smsed me to wait cause she wanna go clinic laosai =___=
haas. her sms damn funny la =_=

then c.o was boring~ :/
went to eat yupian with them after c.o! (:
but i didnt eat cause im not hungry.
but Hsinghui let me drink her soup &Yeefei let me drink like almost 1/2 the bowl of soup?
ahahahahs.
yummy! xD

went to collect Hsinghui's book after that.
&den i went hpv for work as usual (:

2o12-
went to the Zoo with family (:
was quite bored la~
cause it was raining in the morning =__=
then we had to wear poncho-s to walk arnd

stopped at a restaurant for lunch.
had Spaghetti ((((:
wahahaha.

then went to the Baboon de place.
saw the baboon fuck again =__=
wth!
&my sis even saw it twice!
Laughs xD

went to eat at Ben&Jerry bfore going off (:
then Mela's dad dropped me, Liwen, Mela&sis at CCK interchange.
then Liwen went to take mrt home while we head to Vivo (:

finally bought the Christmas present for the Gifts Exchange for Jiefu (:
but the design i wanted to buy no more le =__=
so i chosed other designs (:
hoped he like it bah.
ahahahahas.
then went to Toys'R'Us cause Mela had to buy present for Samantha.
find very long le,
then finally chose Barbie de stuffs for her (:

ate dinner at Burger King (:
&then blah blah blah~
had a long&tired day =__=

2112-
work~

2212-
went to meet up with Hsinghui at JE interchange after work (:
then went Taka tgt :D
baby came &joined us too ((((:
then bought Christmas presents for my darlings
&went Yoshinoya for dinner :D

Hsinghui went off after dinner.
then me&baby continued to walk arnd to look for our own Christmas presents (:
then we went to Isetan.
Baby bought me a shirt! :D
love it very muchhhhhhhh!
Thanks Baby! :DDD


Baby sent me to Lakeside after that.
Thanks again! (:
i had fun today.
muahahaha xD

2312-
went to godparent's hse with sis&jiefu in the afternoon.
headed to Arnanda Resort at Pasir Ris after that (:
the chalet was not so small, and not so big.
ahahahas.

went to White Sands Mall to find me&sis's swimming costume with sis, jiefu&Liwen (:
den blahblahblah~
buy finish le,
went to Mac to buy ice cream! (:
Jiefu's treat! :D
ahahahahas.
Thanks ya! :D

den it rained on the way back chalet =__=
sian 1/2 lo =_=
reached back chalet le.
saw my aunts and uncles trying to start the BBQ de fire.
but i think it failed in the end,
&we BBQ-ed indoor (:
ahahahas.
but we BBQ outdoor at night cause the rain had stopped (:
den blahblahblah~
went home with mum&godma cause we have work tml morning =__=

2412-
Happy Birthday Yongxian! (:

went back to chalet after half day of work.
saw loads of presents at the table O.O

there were abt 40 presents i think?
ahahahas.

went Wild Wild Wet at 3plus &we had hell lots of fun! :DD
there's me, sis, 2nd sis, jiefu, bro, Liwen, Mela, Kervin!
so yeah,
all kids! :DD
so we get to play all the rides or whatever in time (:

went back at 7plus.
ate&everything.
played games after i bathed finished (:
the game was.. cute?
ahahahahas.
&i won this!

a small 'cake' towel =___=
Laughs! xD

oh yeah.
we also had Lucky Draw.
i won this! :DDD

Chip&Dale Cup+Spoon!
SUPER CUTE DE CAN! xD

den time for the Gifts Exchange thingy! :DDD
i was chosen by my sis!
&she bought me a bangle(?) for Moshi Moshi Jewellery! (:

muahahahaha.
THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SIS! xD

so overall,
i got 5 presents!
muahahaha.
including a T-shirt frm Baby, Zinc Bag frm godparents & a 4leave Clover Keychain frm mum! (:
thanks all! :DDD
ahahahas.
the 4leave clover Keychain was super cuteeeeeeeee!

Chip&Dale again! :DDD
muahahas.
CHIPMUNK FREAK x)))

2512-
Merry Christmas to Everyone! :DDD
muahahaha.
went home in the afternoon.
&then went out again after bathing! (:

headed to Ammelia's hse.
then her mum cooked Mee Sua for me (:
it was yummyyy! :DD
Thanks Auntie! :D

went to Bugis with Ammelia, Alison&Alison's Bf (:
met up with Baby there too :DDD
then went to help Ammelia find Christmas presents for ppl.
bought a necklace for Shihan again!
ahahahahas.

Alison&her Bf went to eat first while we went to find something for Chuthing.
but still couldnt find anything that suits her la =__=
then me&Baby went Mac to eat &Ammelia went back home first cause she wanna watch her Tv show =__=
then me&Baby played arnd in Mac.
was damn fun la!
Baby! rmb the Burger?? muahahahahaha xD
i make her until she wanna puke!
Laughs! :DD


then went home at 9plus.
saw SincheongSISTER after i pei Baby to wait for mrt at Lakeside!
LOL.
so qiao~
we both were like " EH? O.O " shock dao~
lol!
then he said that he waited for 240 for 30mins.
that's why =__=

reached home at 10plus.
super tired~

2612-
work~
went off at 4.30pm.
met up with Baby at Chinatown (:
bused to Bugis to return my books.
&then headed to Heeren to find my slippers.

walked arnd for quite long but didnt found any slippers that i like ):
so we went to Cine &ate Subway de cookies for dinner! (:
then took bus home~
haas.

kay la..
really dont have mood to blog le.
cant stop crying now ):
had a conflict with sis just now..
i dont understand..
wth am i wrong?
i know im irritating at times.
but,
WHYDOYOUHAVETOBESOMEANTOMEATTIMES??????
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY???????????????????
i really really dont understand..
&now...
i dont feel like it's my home anymore..
i felt so extra here.
i always came home late cause i know that nth right would happen at home.
conflictsconflictconflictsssssssssssssssssssss!
ALWAYS!
ihatethisssssssssssss!

hais..
tata~ )))':

whoaaaa.
1 week nvr update le :X
ahahahahas.

1212-
went for c.o in the morning.
was late for 20mins as usual.
but there's no tcher :D
muahahahaha.

sms-ed Yeefei when i reached den she abt break time that time den reply back &said that she just woke up =_=
lol.
so i went Prata shop with Amanda for breakfast (:
ordered &Yeefei came.
den me&Amanda's food very long den come lo.
den hai dao Amanda late for the practice =_=

den went back c.o le.
played games with Mr. Wong! :D
so, me, Yeefei, Zuhaily, Yiling &Mr. Wong each have a small piece of paper.
den we had to write an object/character on the paper &dun let anybody see.
den we had to place it on the person nxt to us de forehead.
den the person had to ask qns &guess what's the object/character.
ahahahas.
super fun la.
but Yeefei kept writing 'difficult' de words for me to guess =__=

den got one is super qian da one!
she go write The Mummy.
den Mr Wong give me a clue saying that it's very close to my dad =_=
den i asked how many yrs old.
they answered " a thousand yrs old " =______________=
i was like, wahlao!
damn hard can! =__=
haas.

went home to bathe after c.o.
den went Jp to meet up with Chuthing! (:
was late for 15mins =__=
lol.
den took bus to Bukit Timah to meet up with Ammelia! :D
as usual,
we alighted earlier than the bus stop we shld alight =_=
wth!
everytime we take bus tgt will alight at wrong bus stop one.
Laughs! xD

reach Bukit Timah le.
den it started to drizzle =_=
ate Katong Laksa! (:
wahahaha.
den went Plaza Sing to find Shihan's present after that.
but had to go off early cause Chuthing had something on =__=
so,
me&Ammelia went Vivo to find Chocolates instead! (:

Baby came to meet up with us too.
went arnd again to find present.
at last decided to buy a Necklace for her! :D
ahahahas.
so we had dinner while waiting for the shop de person to carve out Shihan's name on the Necklace.
den blah blah blah~

den we went to take pics! :DD




where's the a&r? =__=


LOVES!


me&everyday! :D


play play play! xD


aiyoyo! walk so far =_=


EVERYDAY! xD


wah! why quarrel? =__=


nah~ i still love you! :D


gu niang again. carrying me&Ammelia's bag xD

went home after that.
wahahaha.

1312-
Happy Birthday Tan Shi Han! :DDD
muahaha.
finally big le.
but still, we're older than her xD
ahahahahas.

went Ammelia's hse after half day work.
need to write Birthday wishes on the card cause i forgotten to write it ytd =_=
ahahahas.
den went Jp &waited for Shihan (:
bus-ed to Chuthing's hse de bus stop &waited for Chuthing.
she run across de road machiam like mad woman like that =_=
Laughs :D

den walked to Jurong West de stadium.
had lunch at Nihon Mura! :D
muahahahaha.
was super full la =___=
den went Chuthing's hse to eat the Birthday cake! (:
took pics again :D






quality not good =__=





i only have these pics.
for more,
go to Ammelia's blog (:
lazy to upload others xD

rushed to Jp to catch Alvin&The Chipmunks movie! :DD
awwwwwwwwwwwww.
super cute can!
ahahahahahahas.
Me, I Want A Hula-Hoop~! xD
muahahahaha.

den Shihan had to go home soon after the movie.
so we sent her to the Mrt station den we walked back.
i felt that the atmosphere was weird.
mayb i didnt went out with both of them for so long le?
&mayb i wasnt in the same classes as both of them for a yr le?
i felt there's a distance frm us now :/
okay, enough of all these.
haas.
went home arnd 7pm or 8pm plus bah (:

1412-
Happy 15th Mth Anniversary to me&baby! :D
wahahaha.
but i wasnt quite happy abt what happened bah.
so, skip it (:

went to meet up with Godma after work.
ate Spaghetti&Chicken Wings at Spagetti Too! :D
went to Godparent's hse after that.
watched tv while waiting for sis they all to come.
ohyeah,
watched Hairspray again!
muahahahaha xD
but i fell asleep halfway =__=
ahahahas.

1512-
forgotten~

1612-
had a whole day off today! :D
quite surprise that dad would let me off today la.
cause it's a Sunday (:
ahahahas.

was super duper bored!
bored until i can go bang the head at the wall, go to sleep, hit myself real hard,
thinking that why shld i choose this fucking boring day to have my day off? =___=
well,
the bored day was saved cause i went to find Ammelia! :D
who is currently working at J8 (:

reached &went to find Ammelia.
was kinda bored too.
but at least there's somebody to pei me! xD

went Mos Burger for dinner (:
&&&!
something happened again =_=
there's this rude asshole(!!!!) who sat at me&Ammelia's seat even though i placed my bag there.
den Ammelia went to tell him that we're sitting that place.
den the man asked Ammelia how many ppl sitting.
she said 2.
den the asshole pointed at the 2 chairs arnd the table telling us that we could sit at other chairs which is like wtf? =_=
den i buy finish food le,
we went back to sit.
we were like ....... ? =___=
facing an asshole, eating our burgers =_=
fuck man! =_=
den he eat finish le still sit there abt 5 or 10mins? =_=
wahlao.
buay paiseh la he! =_=

went to walk arnd after dinner cause there's still time for Ammelia's reporting time (:
went up to Sembawang.
saw the Alvin&The Chipmunks sountracks! :D
me&Ammelia wanted to buy it.
but decided to buy it some other days.

den Ammelia had to go back 5mins earlier cause she had to tap cards &whatever.
so i slowly walked back to the store &waited for her.
Baby came den i went down to fetch her.
but she had to go off after like 15mins?
cause she suddenly had something on =_=
oh well,
den i let her off =___=
sucks man! =___=
haisssssss.

intended to go home at 7pm.
but i delayed until she finish work den we go home tgt.
ohya!
saw a super cute girl! :DD
she was like playing with a toy piano.
den when the piano got music.
she dance! xDDD
omggggg!
so damn cute la! xD
ahahahas.
couldnt stop laughing :D
she laughed when she sees us laughing too!
ahahahahas!
CUTE! (:

1712-
had tuition&work.
no life~ =__=
ahahahas.

1812-
had work in the morning.
den went off at arnd 1pm.
went to Chinatown to meet baby &off to Nam's hse to take things.
it started to rain super heavy,
so, me&baby's Sentosa outing was cancelled ):
sad la.

went up to Nam's hse &played mahjong! :D
ohya.
made a new friend today.
Minjia! Nam's friend (:
Laughs! :D
den playing mahjong that time.
i keep getting the 'flowers' de tiles.
den they called me "Queen of Flowers"=__=
in chinese is like Hua Hua Nu Wang?
something like that =__=
haas.

changed &went off at 5pm.
went to Bugis &we finally had our Soup Spoon dinner tgt! xD
muahahaha.
den went home at 9pm.

haas.
kay la.
gtg sleep now!
Nites everyone!
tata~ xDDD

okay,
so my GREAT day was ruined by 2 freaking rude assholes.
gosh.
they really made me real mad =___=
ass man.

ASSHOLE1
so there's this old hag &her big family came to the canteen &sat there to wait for the rain stop when i was working.
den Yiling jiejie(Owen's mum) went to asked if they want to eat anything or what cause they occupied like the whole big table &ppl had to order food here cause it's a rule.
den the old hag sitting at the another table herself scolded Yiling jiejie.
the old hag was like " i cannot sit here meh?! now raining also wan chase ppl out! &..... " in a fucking rude way.
but Yiling jiejie bo bian, so she had to ask them nicely again what they want to eat.
so the old hag just ordered 2slices of Kaya toast.

den Yiling jiejie went to made &give them the Kaya toast.
den the old hag gave her $2.
den Yiling jiejie went back to give her change.
den you know what the old hag said?
" Na liang kuai qian chi si ni la! " i dunno how to translate but it's very rude =_=
wtf right?
Yiling jiejie was super angry.
den she said her back " have you said enough already?! im only working here okay! "
Nbcb.
this kind of person also have.

den i went down to dad's shop &asked him abt the old hag.
&he told me that the old hag did came to the shop.
she kept saying that Chinatown had loads of these kinds of goods &blahblahblah..
heh. Wth?
if Chinatown got these stuffs den dont bother to go into the shop &look arnd can?
Come on la.
den you come Hawparvilla for what?
See how you will suffer in Ten Courts of Hell ya?
Laughs. dont blame me for being mean.
you just made me hate you sooooooooo much!
STUPID OLD HAG!

ASSHOLE2
went to Vivo City outside the bus stop to take bus go home.
30 finally came le.
i was the last few ones to board the bus.
so there's 3 ppl standing in front of me,
den they decided to take other buses so they stepped back.
den when i was boarding the bus,
the bus driving closed the door O.O
den the door kiap me =___=
&i almost fell down &knocked my leg onto dunno what thing.
damn pain la ):

den i came up the bus and stared at him.
&he didnt even apologised.
Wtf? =_=
den i just walked pass him and said " Cb la! " =_=
this kind of bus driver is this? =_=
kns la!
den i was very paiseh la =__=
somemore the driver is a Ahbunehneh i think :/
&i these few days 'not good' with Ahbunehneh-s =_=
hais.
enough of all these shit.

o712-
work+ i dunno~ xD

o812&o912-
forgotten!! :X
ahahahahs

1o12-
went work with sis today.
watched Grease2!
ahahahas.
my all-time-favourite xD

den it started to rain heavily.
den there's this Ahpunehneh family came in.
1dad, 1mum &2daughters.
den Yiling jiejie saw their bags were filled with food.
but they should not eat outside food in the canteen la..

den we saw the mum's hand in the bag,
taking out food &feeding her daughters =_=
den Yiling jiejie told them off but they still continued.
so me&sis were like staring at them for the whole time,
but but, they still didnt stop.
heh, wtf?
dont think we cant see your hands underneath the table kay =_=

den they even told one of the daughters to go and 'look arnd' at the tibits holder there,
so that the mum could feed another daughter.
WTH =_=
my sis saw it la.
den i said very loudly " heh. i thought no outside food allowed?! "
my sis even suggested that we go to the table nxt to them and eat our beehoon.
den i suggested that we put the beehoon underneath the table den eat.
Laughs.
rubbish laaa.
ahahahas.

went Vivo City with sis after that &met up with godpa at the theatre.
watched Fred Claus! (:
it was quite nice.
same same as the Enchanted :D

ahahahas.
den met up with godma after movie.
went to Topman to find Nicholas's chirtmas present.
godparents bought a long sleeved shirt for him.
nice nice :D
but very ex la :X
haas.

den went to find godma's bag.
but in the end,
they bought my christmas present :D
a Zinc bag!
ahahahas.
quite a normal design.
but i still love it :D
thanks man! xD

den went to The Mussels dunno what restaurant for dinner.
ate Oven heated Honey Salmon with Aromatic Rice (:
the food was okay.
what went wrong was the manager's service =_=
ahahas.
lazy to say bah~ :/

took 30 back home.
slept at the bus.
den board down that time,
saw Eunice! :D
ahahahas.
long time no see her le (:

1112-
went to work myself today.
den old hag thing~
blahblahblah.

went to meet up with baby at 4.30pm.
took 143 to People's Park Complex den baby thought i was at Chinatown Point Mac de bus stop =___=
den she need to run abt 4 traffic lights (?) cause it was raining damn heavy ):
den she reach le.
damn wet la.
lol.
poor thing~ ):

den took mrt to Outram Park.
slacked there while thinking of where to go (:
at last decided to go Vivo City (:
so we took mrt to Harboufront.
ahahahas.

den went to see if Golden Compass de show still got space anot.
all is selling fast de =_=
kns.
so went arnd to find our anniversary&christmas presents xD
saw Jeffrey working! (:
ahahahas.
so went up to talk to him for awhile.

went pass Bossini.
saw this nice nice long sleeve shirt on sale :D
so i asked baby to go try it on.
it's a little too big.
but she likes it.
so i bought it and gave her as her anniversary present xD

den went to find nice places to eat.
went to Pastamania in the end (:
ate Ham&Sausage Baked Rice! :D
YUMMYYYYYYY! xD
den baby ate Marinara (:
ahahahahas.
den went home after that~ (:
&den the bus driver thingy... =__=

haas.
kay la.
there's c.o tml!
gotta sleep early (:
nites everyone!
tata~ xDDD

went work with sis today (:
den when i was playing Bomberman,
a whole lot of kindergarten kids were surrounding me =_=
i tell you,
they're smelly.
lol.
im not trying to be mean but,
some really stinks =_=

went to tuition arnd 3.40pm plus.
lol.
den lalala~
lazy to blog le bah.

gtg le~
btw,
i miss baby! <3
ahahahas.
tata~ xDDD

my boy<3

o412-
work+tuition~ :/

o512-
had c.o in the morning.
Yeefei called me in the morning abt 8.20am.
den asked me if i got go c.o anot.
den i said im going off soon.
den she say she also going off soon.
haas~

den reached school bus stop.
saw Atikus! :D
ahahahas.
den chat with her until 9am like that den go c.o.
saw Yeefei alighting the bus den she ask me why i so late.
den i say i thought c.o 9am start.
den she say 8am =____=
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lol~

den reach c.o room outside le,
saw everybody already inside music room practicing le =_=
den me&Yeefei like very dua pai like that just walk into the music room and sat at the back :D
was super sian~
but at least there's another new song to learn :D

den went for a 1hr plus de break xD
ahahahas.
was talking abt nxt yr's c.o camp with Peifen&Yeefei (:
den went back,
had another 20mins of practice,
jiu went home bathe (:
ohya,
saw Sincheong.SISTER just now
ahahahas.
den he laughed at my hair..
wtf =_=

den went to Lakeside &met up with baby! :D
happy happy! xD
den went to Jurongpoint.
quickly went to Golden Village.
ahahas.
we were just in time to buy tickets for Enchanted and could watch it straight away :D

the show was nice~
i like the ending.
very cute xD
ahahahahas.

den went to Bugis to buy sis de stuff.
walked arnd to find my christmas present cause i can tell my sis-es to buy for me xD
den went to Bras Besah Complex to buy my contact lenses (:
walked to National Library after that to find the Da Chang Jin book for my chinese homework.
slacked there for awhile while finding books to borrow.
ahahahas.
my feets were super heavy la =__=
too tired le.
lol.

walked back to Bugis.
bought 2 packets of Tako Pachi & 3 sticks of some chicken thingy with baby for our dinner (:
den went to find wrapping paper for sis after that.
tiredddddddddddd =_=

den went at arnd 8 like that.
ahahahas.
had fun with baby in the mrt
we even played with the Face Warp on ourselves :X
wahahahaha xD


den alighted at Lakeside.
waited for the another side of train with baby.
camwhored abit xD

notice her gu niang leg xD
ahahahas.
she suddenly want me to take her picture with her hair centre-parting de.
lol~
den i kept laughing la.
super funnyyyyyyyy.
ahahahas.
but i cannot post out the pic.
baby dun let (:
haas!


den went back home after her train came.
ahahas.
gtg le bah~
gonna sleep soon :D
ohya.
i had fun with baby today! xD
MUACKSSSSSS!<33
wahahaha.
tata~ xDDD

well.
i guess im back to the starting point again :/
have thinking too much lately~
hais.
mayb it's bcause of the fucking menses =_=
it's making me moody all the time ):
hais hais hais....
iwangooutiwangooutiwangooutiwangoouttttttttt! ):
feel so damn tired..
cause not enough sleep :D

ahahahas.
going to cut hair with sis later.
lol.
tata~ xDDD
it's really hurting me so much. it seems like you're more than just frens? hais. dunno bah. fucking tired. is letting go better? or just hold on? i dunnooooooooooooooooooo! FUCK!

think abt it.
it's stupid for me to be sad abt all these stuffs ya?
haas.
thanks to Kelvin Ng Min Kai kor who pei me chat just now :D
&den he created this,

Sorry is Cheap
Sincererity is rare
Happiness is abundant
Sadness is mass

&&!
When you lose your way
Search for it in your heart
When you lose yourself
Search for it in your soul
When you lose your love
Search for it in yourself
For The greatest love
Is nothing but yourself

&&&!
When Love come calling
Happiness goes rolling
When Love goes flying
Sadness goes rushing
When will Love stay?
No one knows
For love never stays

&&&&!
Is Love Forever?
I wish I know
Is Love Eternal?
Only God Knows
When is Love True?
When it is so fake
When is Love Fake?
When it is so true
Love is nothing
But a Facade

&&&&&!
I learn to depend on myself
When everything fails
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone shadows
Because the greatest love of all
Is nothing but in Me

&&&&&&!
If I lose my way
I find it on my own
If I lose myself
I get it back on my own
If I lose my Love
I’ll love myself
No matter what I lose
I’ll get it back myself

&&&&&&&!
All I say is sorry
It loses meaning as time pass
But all I know is sorry
For it meant much to me then anything
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Façade in my case
But it’s never easy to say sorry
Over and over again.

ai seh man.
literature ppl jiu shi literature ppl :D
the 2nd, 2nd last one &last one is the nicest one :D
haas.
im gonna depend on myself now.
dun wanna depend on others le (:
i wanna be independant+happy woman! :D
muahahahaha.

gtg le bah~
skipping dinner today (:
tata~ xDDD

2911-
Happy Birthday Godpa! :D

3o11-
forgot.

o112-
went steamboat at dunno where to celebrate godpa's bday (:
one person cost abt 30bucks =__=
haas..
dun feel like typing much :/

o212-
ahahahahahas.
im going mad now :D
cause i feel that im no different than a single person :D
now im always the 2nd or 3rd choice of person for you to ask me out.
that's how i think bah..
i really can feel the distance btween us.
i dunno how to say.
it's my fault bah.
i've no time for you.
that's why we cant go out as much as we go out last time :/
mayb i wasnt a cut out to be a good gf.
disappoints, conflicts, crying...
i cant stand it anymore :(

frens.
they always say they 'will be there for you'.
&yes, i found out that all those a lies :D
haas. sad right?
all of them had found newer things to do.
hsinghui shld know what i mean bah (:
ohya. &family.
i really do feel that im not one of them already.
really..
even my big sis dun really care much abt me now..
so,
i had no one to talk to.
saddening ya? :D

i really dunno what to do now.
it's like,
im crying almost everyday? o.O
ahahahas.
stupid.
im really fucking fucking tired..
i feel like breaking down..
i dont like my fucking life :D
ahahahas. cbcbcbcbcbcb :DD

tata~
no, i know i cant.